i want to

i want to go back.  

i want to go back to that summer night. 

 i want to go back to when we had that old radio in our pantry and josh groban was all that played. 

 i want to go back to laughing in the back seat while making voicemails for the first time.  

i want to go back to when you gave me those M&M's. 

 i want to go back to the time they made fun of me and you stuck up for me.  

i want to go back to the time when the header on my blog was supposed to be white.

when those treats weren't on my counter.

when your eyes weren't the only thing i looked for.

i want to go back to the time when everything was simple. 

but 

i want to go to the time when i have my own radio in my own house.

i want to go to the time when i get to eat those treats and not worry about stupid calories.

i want to go to the time when i get to listen to ray charles with you. 

i want to go to the time when your eyes will look for mine as well.

i want to go to the time when coming up with a second post becomes easy.

i want to go to the time when i won't care about instagram likes. 

i want to go to the time when everything was simple.